why i'm so moody?

dun noe why...
this few days always feels like this...
unhappy...didnt feeling well,,,and just feel like something isnt right...
anything happen?
suppose to be happy when the 1st but dun noe why sudden changing the mood...
without any bad things...
feel the same through whole week ad...

today,,,when my sis told me that my mum's death anniversary is on next tuesday...
wat a frighten i get from tis...
what a important day that i have forgot?
how can i forgot this day?
sudden felt vry sad and seem like i was so unfilial...
beside that,,,i cant go back to give my respect and pray also...
super sad now...
the 8th years mum had pass away...
still missing her now...but this is the 1st year that i din at home when tis day come...
feel so sry to my mum...
and dun noe why...i feel so much like to cry..
throughout the 7 years before...i wont have this feeling when the anniversary is coming...
but this year...feel so upset...maybe because i'm now stay alone outside and far away from home...
so missing all of my family members...
may the angel stay beside YOU all around...
R.I.P...