yup,,,just come back from the last exam paper,,,
finally all is finish...
there goes my 1st 14weeks of Uni studies
so much difference before and after 14 weeks ...
but fortunately...quite good for it...
Not any special feeling towards finish the exam and start my semester break...
Not so happy as other,,,maybe cause of I didn't get to go back home this semester break...
But more accurately,,,maybe I am just too tired facing this exam...hehe...
but I think there is not reason for me to be happy with it...
18's here I am...come to this world 18th years loh...
really grow up a lot...from baby to school and till now in a Uni...
although there are much more sad memories or bad things happened...
I'm still appreciate it very much...
I wonder why I will be with a tinge of emotion when everytime facing the ''end''...
End of anythings...maybe just too sensitive...or think too much...
but quite grateful this time...yup,,,1st semester is over,,,
time for me to rest to regain my energy and also find back the original intention towards why I was here and also repacked myself to start all again with fresh new minded...
I hope I will be more hardworking and also more concentrate in my next study
Hope that I can understand well and try harder to learn all the things with full motive power...and live better for my life...
All is going better and well soon...^^
God bless everything...:D
2010年9月24日星期五
2010年9月22日星期三
here come again that feeling...
here come again that feeling...
the stressful feeling of living with those city citizens...
not because of their attitudes
but just the self-competition mentality of myself...
It was not that I want to competitive with them...
but it is easy to see how far our level different from...
quite stress every time when seeing or knowing their level...
whatever in any aspects...
everytime saw their works and coursework...
make me to have a guilty consciences and lacking in confidence...
and one important things is the ability of language...
all come from english speaking society and know lot of things except me...
the one who from small town....
didnt dare to speak also...when compare their works and essay with mine...
is just like a worlds apart different...
they good in chinese and malay too...and me...
only know the mother tongue...
I choose myself for this course and I nearly forget why I choose this...
and the most important things is that I din take serious at any class and exam...
I dont know why I become like this and I really hate this...
when u know the difference but didnt work harder to catch up with it...
ya,,,that is me,,,keep on repeating the same fault even though I know and I hate it...
Why I just be like this?I really Hate myself for become like this...
but keep on giving myself excuses that I got not method to solve it...
Damn myself,,,...I hate me so much...
the stressful feeling of living with those city citizens...
not because of their attitudes
but just the self-competition mentality of myself...
It was not that I want to competitive with them...
but it is easy to see how far our level different from...
quite stress every time when seeing or knowing their level...
whatever in any aspects...
everytime saw their works and coursework...
make me to have a guilty consciences and lacking in confidence...
and one important things is the ability of language...
all come from english speaking society and know lot of things except me...
the one who from small town....
didnt dare to speak also...when compare their works and essay with mine...
is just like a worlds apart different...
they good in chinese and malay too...and me...
only know the mother tongue...
I choose myself for this course and I nearly forget why I choose this...
and the most important things is that I din take serious at any class and exam...
I dont know why I become like this and I really hate this...
when u know the difference but didnt work harder to catch up with it...
ya,,,that is me,,,keep on repeating the same fault even though I know and I hate it...
Why I just be like this?I really Hate myself for become like this...
but keep on giving myself excuses that I got not method to solve it...
Damn myself,,,...I hate me so much...
2010年9月21日星期二
tiring on answer question...
after update the passed few days...now is the present tense...>.<
I've been answer lotsa lotsa of question this few days...
from the day that i told them that we can start to do our subject registration...
lots of question appear...and almost all are the SAME...
I've using whole afternoon and night to answer the same question...
and yet some more question from that I've been answer many time before this,,,
about the MLA journal,,,everyone were asking the same things...
and those things already have many many answer and many many of us have explain on facebook or anywhere else...
why dont u go and search it and wanna ask again?
I'm just really really tired on answer it,,,,
Comeon frenz,,,this century this world got a very useful invention called searching engine and also internet...why cant u all get the answer urself?
I get the answer from thr too...
or some...asking the stupid question...
''ei,,,how u think the lecturer will mark us ah?''
''ei,,u noe how to do?then i just follow u huh...''
''why mine one so many copy and paste de''
=____+
wth is it....how I know leh har?
first,I'm not the lecturer...
2nd,,,I thought I'm the one who pay least attention when class?
and last...ur work wor...how i noe?
searching source of reference sure got many copy and paste lah...
or how we answer wor?
I don't close with ZhangYiMou also...how I wrote his biography?
lol....
Are they too innocent or I was too clever?
use some simple thinking to think about it then got answer ad lah...
First i wanna say is that,,,I'm not so lansi or arrogant to answer u-all's question...
I'm really willing to help u-all and I'm just vry easy going to be frenz
and I will treat all my frenz well...
but sometime...people got emo time and also frustrated time also...
I need to do my work also and why don't u-all find the answer urself or just apply some simple thought?
Yet, I'm still answering what u-all have ask...>.<
but next time...pls...don't ask so many question,can?...>.<
I'm not the good student or who the lecturer dote the most...
lecturer dont know who am I also...and I just submit my work...
Lecturer havent mark also...he din say mine one is correct also...
why u-all seem like mine one sure correct and good one and keep asking how to do...
what to do if I'm wrong?
u-all wanna blame me? or never believe me again?
I din tell u to follow mine also wor...>.<
Am I look like the machine for answering question?
why all my frenz from each category like to ask me question although I'm just the simplest student and din done work well...
My understanding better than u-all or what reason ya?
I really dont know...>.<
Not every things I know...so dont ask me any of relevant or irrelevant question can or not?
I'm not the god also...how i know how to answer u?
google it lah...I use google to find ur asnwer also de...>.<
Give me some space can or not?pls lah...>.<
I've been answer lotsa lotsa of question this few days...
from the day that i told them that we can start to do our subject registration...
lots of question appear...and almost all are the SAME...
I've using whole afternoon and night to answer the same question...
and yet some more question from that I've been answer many time before this,,,
about the MLA journal,,,everyone were asking the same things...
and those things already have many many answer and many many of us have explain on facebook or anywhere else...
why dont u go and search it and wanna ask again?
I'm just really really tired on answer it,,,,
Comeon frenz,,,this century this world got a very useful invention called searching engine and also internet...why cant u all get the answer urself?
I get the answer from thr too...
or some...asking the stupid question...
''ei,,,how u think the lecturer will mark us ah?''
''ei,,u noe how to do?then i just follow u huh...''
''why mine one so many copy and paste de''
=____+
wth is it....how I know leh har?
first,I'm not the lecturer...
2nd,,,I thought I'm the one who pay least attention when class?
and last...ur work wor...how i noe?
searching source of reference sure got many copy and paste lah...
or how we answer wor?
I don't close with ZhangYiMou also...how I wrote his biography?
lol....
Are they too innocent or I was too clever?
use some simple thinking to think about it then got answer ad lah...
First i wanna say is that,,,I'm not so lansi or arrogant to answer u-all's question...
I'm really willing to help u-all and I'm just vry easy going to be frenz
and I will treat all my frenz well...
but sometime...people got emo time and also frustrated time also...
I need to do my work also and why don't u-all find the answer urself or just apply some simple thought?
Yet, I'm still answering what u-all have ask...>.<
but next time...pls...don't ask so many question,can?...>.<
I'm not the good student or who the lecturer dote the most...
lecturer dont know who am I also...and I just submit my work...
Lecturer havent mark also...he din say mine one is correct also...
why u-all seem like mine one sure correct and good one and keep asking how to do...
what to do if I'm wrong?
u-all wanna blame me? or never believe me again?
I din tell u to follow mine also wor...>.<
Am I look like the machine for answering question?
why all my frenz from each category like to ask me question although I'm just the simplest student and din done work well...
My understanding better than u-all or what reason ya?
I really dont know...>.<
Not every things I know...so dont ask me any of relevant or irrelevant question can or not?
I'm not the god also...how i know how to answer u?
google it lah...I use google to find ur asnwer also de...>.<
Give me some space can or not?pls lah...>.<
nearly die on the way back home...
more than 10++ days din update...
but suppose to be many things to talk about at here...
due to laziness?or maybe some other reason...i'm just too tired to type it out here...
login here a few times before this,,,but just logout again and tired to share...
and now...for what i wanna update before...almost forget all...
Firstly,,,what make me here today to update is that
I can now officially announce that,,,ya,,,I have been fully replaced...
yup,,,no more space for me to stay...but at least din got the girl's pics thr,,,or i will be really depressed...
no because of what,,,just because of we r frenz and i thought we r really good frenz,,,
but all is passed...really dislike the feeling of being forgotten or replace...
not because any extraordinary feeling towards anyone...but just i dun like my things being snatch by other...no matter what is it...
i admit that i'm really petty...
i dun like to be a loser or i dun like the feeling of lose and lost...
maybe i just over sensitive towards this kind of things so just let it be...
I don't wanna care anymore...
for the passed 10++ days,,,i just rmb that I've go my bro thr and then we go back home...
my nephew was so happy to see me as same were I..
but he sudden say that,,: "mummy open laptop and saw me on thr"
he just almost thinks that,,,his aunt---me,,,were only can be seen from the monitor...
his words quite hurt me and make me felt sad about that,,,
I'm really sorry about leave him for so long time and din find him...
this time goin home had done many things that i wish to done before...
get the chances goin out with my family since we've been long time didnt goin out tgt...brought new shoes finally,,,meeting my secondary schoolmates,,,eat many things that i wanna eat before...^^
quite satisfied for this time trip back to home...
but the same problem occur again...when me and my bro back from our hometown...
the car got problem again...and it just seem like crazy car on the way...
160km/h we drove from near pagoh to melaka...or the car will stop thr and cant start engine anymore...
fortunately...we successfully reached melaka's car workshop and safely return here...
and there again the problem threatening me and my bro's life...
and one things that make me angry till fell like curse that stupid malay babi is that
when our car is just like goin crazy and we have to drive as fast as we can so that we wont die on half-way,,,and we were already open the double-signal light,...
many cars have give way to us to pass,,,but that stupid malay babi,,,my bro ad using the high light flash to give him signal and also horn for long time...he DUN WANT TO GIVE WAY TO US!...he saw our signal ad but he just done it purposely coz i can saw him from the window that he had saw us but just purposely wanna holding us at his back and dun let us pass him with that lansi face!!
I was really really angry and HATE anyone that dont care about me and my family safety!
at that time too...got a Perodua Kancil in front him and that kancil saw us ad and he/she wanna give way to us so he/she light up his/her left-signal light and when that Kancil wanna move to the left...that stupid malay babi sudden speed up and move to the left to overtake the Kancil...and then back to the way front of us!!!!! It just almost crash that Kancil!...
WHY...I really dun noe why he saw our double signal and HE DUN WANT give us a way to go but still doing so lansi thing?!!!!
I told u,,,is luckily me and my bro can safely back here...if anything happen that day on the way...Ｉ ＷＩＬＬ ＮＥＶＥＲ ＦＯＲＧＩＶＥ ＴＨＡＴ ＰＩＧ！...
but still now although we were safe,,,I wanna CＵＲＳＥ him and all his family on his car that days going to hell soon!!!!!
I'm just really really hate that anyone that harm me and my family safety!
If u harm me only,,,okay...there will be nth...but pls dont do that to my family!
My family is ALL to me...is just damn important to me and i wont allow any of u to hurt them or even injured them!!!
when u do like this,,,have u even think of ur own family?they just in ur car...if ur car broke also one days on the way...and we do the same thing on u,,,WHAT WILL U FEEL?
pls,,,use ur brain before u do anything!...because I believe in faith...U sure will get back what U have done one day...if u dun want other treat like the way u dislike,,,,dun do like to others TOO!
but suppose to be many things to talk about at here...
due to laziness?or maybe some other reason...i'm just too tired to type it out here...
login here a few times before this,,,but just logout again and tired to share...
and now...for what i wanna update before...almost forget all...
Firstly,,,what make me here today to update is that
I can now officially announce that,,,ya,,,I have been fully replaced...
yup,,,no more space for me to stay...but at least din got the girl's pics thr,,,or i will be really depressed...
no because of what,,,just because of we r frenz and i thought we r really good frenz,,,
but all is passed...really dislike the feeling of being forgotten or replace...
not because any extraordinary feeling towards anyone...but just i dun like my things being snatch by other...no matter what is it...
i admit that i'm really petty...
i dun like to be a loser or i dun like the feeling of lose and lost...
maybe i just over sensitive towards this kind of things so just let it be...
I don't wanna care anymore...
for the passed 10++ days,,,i just rmb that I've go my bro thr and then we go back home...
my nephew was so happy to see me as same were I..
but he sudden say that,,: "mummy open laptop and saw me on thr"
he just almost thinks that,,,his aunt---me,,,were only can be seen from the monitor...
his words quite hurt me and make me felt sad about that,,,
I'm really sorry about leave him for so long time and din find him...
this time goin home had done many things that i wish to done before...
get the chances goin out with my family since we've been long time didnt goin out tgt...brought new shoes finally,,,meeting my secondary schoolmates,,,eat many things that i wanna eat before...^^
quite satisfied for this time trip back to home...
but the same problem occur again...when me and my bro back from our hometown...
the car got problem again...and it just seem like crazy car on the way...
160km/h we drove from near pagoh to melaka...or the car will stop thr and cant start engine anymore...
fortunately...we successfully reached melaka's car workshop and safely return here...
and there again the problem threatening me and my bro's life...
and one things that make me angry till fell like curse that stupid malay babi is that
when our car is just like goin crazy and we have to drive as fast as we can so that we wont die on half-way,,,and we were already open the double-signal light,...
many cars have give way to us to pass,,,but that stupid malay babi,,,my bro ad using the high light flash to give him signal and also horn for long time...he DUN WANT TO GIVE WAY TO US!...he saw our signal ad but he just done it purposely coz i can saw him from the window that he had saw us but just purposely wanna holding us at his back and dun let us pass him with that lansi face!!
I was really really angry and HATE anyone that dont care about me and my family safety!
at that time too...got a Perodua Kancil in front him and that kancil saw us ad and he/she wanna give way to us so he/she light up his/her left-signal light and when that Kancil wanna move to the left...that stupid malay babi sudden speed up and move to the left to overtake the Kancil...and then back to the way front of us!!!!! It just almost crash that Kancil!...
WHY...I really dun noe why he saw our double signal and HE DUN WANT give us a way to go but still doing so lansi thing?!!!!
I told u,,,is luckily me and my bro can safely back here...if anything happen that day on the way...Ｉ ＷＩＬＬ ＮＥＶＥＲ ＦＯＲＧＩＶＥ ＴＨＡＴ ＰＩＧ！...
but still now although we were safe,,,I wanna CＵＲＳＥ him and all his family on his car that days going to hell soon!!!!!
I'm just really really hate that anyone that harm me and my family safety!
If u harm me only,,,okay...there will be nth...but pls dont do that to my family!
My family is ALL to me...is just damn important to me and i wont allow any of u to hurt them or even injured them!!!
when u do like this,,,have u even think of ur own family?they just in ur car...if ur car broke also one days on the way...and we do the same thing on u,,,WHAT WILL U FEEL?
pls,,,use ur brain before u do anything!...because I believe in faith...U sure will get back what U have done one day...if u dun want other treat like the way u dislike,,,,dun do like to others TOO!
2010年9月8日星期三
不甘心...为什么总是被取代
被取代的感觉真的不好受
不知道为什么，就像我哥说的
有种不甘心的感觉...真的没有想过
为什么，我们家的人总是比别人差
并不是人格上的差异，而是在做任何事情和物质上的差异
别人轻而易举就能做到就能拥有的东西
我们总是要花上很久的时间，费心费力的也只得到了那一点
是我们的命运吗？为什么总是那样？？
我哥不甘心不服输的是，为什么别人不需要付出努力
或是任何代价就能轻易的拥有自己的车，自己的事业，自己的产业
而我们总是在付出了很多很多的努力在很久很久之后才有二手的
他不甘心为什么我们拥有的东西总是二手的
而我，我不甘心是因为为什么每次在我付出了很大很大的努力
很用心很用心做到自己自以为很不错很满意的东西的时候
别人总是做得比我好...就算只是轻而易举的去完成...
天份，我讨厌这东西！
它重来就没在我身上出现过！
每次在我对自己的作品或某些事感到很满意时
一看见别人的作品马上心碎...我做的是什么啊...
比较起来根本什么也不是，只是在他们其中最基础最普通的
就和我的人一样，往往是最普通最容易被遗忘的那个
我讨厌在我付出了很多很多的时候并不被珍惜
因为根本没人觉得你是好的
也许对他们来说根本不算什么
我是多么认真的把你们当真心朋友对待
然而我的位子却又是那么轻易的被取代
我讨厌那感觉！超讨厌！...
在我费尽心思的想让大家熟悉点
让班上的同学都认识，都做朋友
然而，这点是做到了
之前所谓的不同region的朋友，现在大家都互相认识了
也比较有话题了
而我却被取代了...
曾经每一个region都是我混到最熟，跟他们最好
然而，好心的希望大家都认识热闹点，介绍多点朋友给大家认识
得到的下场时，他们各自变熟了，而我被遗忘了
我就这样竟然成了和他们最不熟悉的那个...
这就是我的命？从以前到现在一直都那样...
那感觉真的不好受，
看着自己的地位和待遇，以前发生在自己身上的事
一模一样的发生在另一个人生上
对象却不是我...超失落超失望的...
从来就没有人想过我的感受也没有人想要了解过我的感受
我是多么的希望被人看穿我的懦弱，然而有从来没有人重视过我...
这就是我们的命运...永远的老二...总是被人排在最后...
从没有被聚焦过...
唯一的那一点渴望那一点渴求
也只能随着时间慢慢的让自己淡忘
因为它不曾实现过...
你真的不知道你的一个态度可以伤我很深...
不知道为什么，就像我哥说的
有种不甘心的感觉...真的没有想过
为什么，我们家的人总是比别人差
并不是人格上的差异，而是在做任何事情和物质上的差异
别人轻而易举就能做到就能拥有的东西
我们总是要花上很久的时间，费心费力的也只得到了那一点
是我们的命运吗？为什么总是那样？？
我哥不甘心不服输的是，为什么别人不需要付出努力
或是任何代价就能轻易的拥有自己的车，自己的事业，自己的产业
而我们总是在付出了很多很多的努力在很久很久之后才有二手的
他不甘心为什么我们拥有的东西总是二手的
而我，我不甘心是因为为什么每次在我付出了很大很大的努力
很用心很用心做到自己自以为很不错很满意的东西的时候
别人总是做得比我好...就算只是轻而易举的去完成...
天份，我讨厌这东西！
它重来就没在我身上出现过！
每次在我对自己的作品或某些事感到很满意时
一看见别人的作品马上心碎...我做的是什么啊...
比较起来根本什么也不是，只是在他们其中最基础最普通的
就和我的人一样，往往是最普通最容易被遗忘的那个
我讨厌在我付出了很多很多的时候并不被珍惜
因为根本没人觉得你是好的
也许对他们来说根本不算什么
我是多么认真的把你们当真心朋友对待
然而我的位子却又是那么轻易的被取代
我讨厌那感觉！超讨厌！...
在我费尽心思的想让大家熟悉点
让班上的同学都认识，都做朋友
然而，这点是做到了
之前所谓的不同region的朋友，现在大家都互相认识了
也比较有话题了
而我却被取代了...
曾经每一个region都是我混到最熟，跟他们最好
然而，好心的希望大家都认识热闹点，介绍多点朋友给大家认识
得到的下场时，他们各自变熟了，而我被遗忘了
我就这样竟然成了和他们最不熟悉的那个...
这就是我的命？从以前到现在一直都那样...
那感觉真的不好受，
看着自己的地位和待遇，以前发生在自己身上的事
一模一样的发生在另一个人生上
对象却不是我...超失落超失望的...
从来就没有人想过我的感受也没有人想要了解过我的感受
我是多么的希望被人看穿我的懦弱，然而有从来没有人重视过我...
这就是我们的命运...永远的老二...总是被人排在最后...
从没有被聚焦过...
唯一的那一点渴望那一点渴求
也只能随着时间慢慢的让自己淡忘
因为它不曾实现过...
你真的不知道你的一个态度可以伤我很深...
2010年9月6日星期一
here come the lazy bug...
stop for a week[?] for not update...
lazy again...lol
ok,,,summary this week...
1st,,,for what i'm doing when going back hometown...
actually spend whole my day with the cute cute baby...XD
xuanxuan not only know how to sing and dance sorry sorry+nobody...and lot of child song...he know how to sing ''对面的女孩看过来'',,,so cute nia...^^
he even go take the racket and turn it up and down to become a guitar for him to play...lol
what a cute 2 years old baby,,,ah yi so love u!!!^^
but now,,,xuanxuan know may words already,,,cant stop talking all the times...
superly noisy,,,haha...sometimes being ''shoot'' by his words...really great at talk back...>.<
the next things is....the common problem!
my dear 930 broke again when me and my bro bring along his girlfriend went to bukit jalil...
old master of our family ah...obedient sikit,k?
dont always has so many problem...fetch me back safely and smoothly can or not har?LOL...
this week,,,spend all my time for doing the mla assignment and vrc assessment...
lots of things need to do...and luckily...I finished all of that and submit all already,,,
really superly happy when all the coursework which left a long time with me had submitted!
and the most happy things was when the assessment day,lecturer say i can design also...
he quite like my sketch and design...he say nice design,,,i can design well....
woohoo....damn happy foe hearing that!
at least,,,I still got a bit talent that other can identify...>.<
quite relax after submit all the coursework and really free this few days,,,
spend all my times on fb only...especially bejeweled...XD
go KFC for dinner on friday, and found that there got a stall selling porridge,tongshui and snow ice!...finally i can find out a bit chinese cuisine here...T.T
and we went for it yesterday...XD,,,afte having dinner....go for the dessert,,,
but i think he put too much coconut milk...too sweet.....>。<
other quite ok...
that's all for this week i think...
nth special had happen...
just very very busy then very very free...swt...
almost finish my 1st trimester already...
so fast ah,.,,a bit scary for the time past so fast...
and quite no willing to pass it so fast....
a bit missing this sem...>.<
hope all will be fine the times after bah...
good luck to me and all my friends~
and one thins happen in this week is just there are a small and invincible changes between all the friends...
no only me and that 2ppl...but also between me and others and them with others...
but i think quite ok,,,at least not the bad things happen...
is just me and the girl gangs become quite close ad and them and some of the boys become quite close also...and all of us become merrier and closer...
the word closer is for many one but i think not for me and that one...
coz seem like quite long din chat and din talk much no matter when...
and he become very polite to me...that's the things that i cant get used...==
whatever how i putting a joke on him or what...he just smile only...
maybe coz of thr have other ppl in the situation or maybe long time we din gather...>.<
coz seem like we just found our own gangs ,,,and get closer toward it...
anyway...still ok lah...maybe is just about the time we get in the right place or maybe thr will be lot of misunderstanding happen....
but the chemistry quite weird between us...>.<
I am too over sensitive or wrong detect or really like that?
I'm not sure also...LOL
maybe confused by the horoscope...==
hope nth bad will happen lah...we r always friend...^^
lazy again...lol
ok,,,summary this week...
1st,,,for what i'm doing when going back hometown...
actually spend whole my day with the cute cute baby...XD
xuanxuan not only know how to sing and dance sorry sorry+nobody...and lot of child song...he know how to sing ''对面的女孩看过来'',,,so cute nia...^^
he even go take the racket and turn it up and down to become a guitar for him to play...lol
what a cute 2 years old baby,,,ah yi so love u!!!^^
but now,,,xuanxuan know may words already,,,cant stop talking all the times...
superly noisy,,,haha...sometimes being ''shoot'' by his words...really great at talk back...>.<
the next things is....the common problem!
my dear 930 broke again when me and my bro bring along his girlfriend went to bukit jalil...
old master of our family ah...obedient sikit,k?
dont always has so many problem...fetch me back safely and smoothly can or not har?LOL...
this week,,,spend all my time for doing the mla assignment and vrc assessment...
lots of things need to do...and luckily...I finished all of that and submit all already,,,
really superly happy when all the coursework which left a long time with me had submitted!
and the most happy things was when the assessment day,lecturer say i can design also...
he quite like my sketch and design...he say nice design,,,i can design well....
woohoo....damn happy foe hearing that!
at least,,,I still got a bit talent that other can identify...>.<
quite relax after submit all the coursework and really free this few days,,,
spend all my times on fb only...especially bejeweled...XD
go KFC for dinner on friday, and found that there got a stall selling porridge,tongshui and snow ice!...finally i can find out a bit chinese cuisine here...T.T
and we went for it yesterday...XD,,,afte having dinner....go for the dessert,,,
but i think he put too much coconut milk...too sweet.....>。<
other quite ok...
that's all for this week i think...
nth special had happen...
just very very busy then very very free...swt...
almost finish my 1st trimester already...
so fast ah,.,,a bit scary for the time past so fast...
and quite no willing to pass it so fast....
a bit missing this sem...>.<
hope all will be fine the times after bah...
good luck to me and all my friends~
and one thins happen in this week is just there are a small and invincible changes between all the friends...
no only me and that 2ppl...but also between me and others and them with others...
but i think quite ok,,,at least not the bad things happen...
is just me and the girl gangs become quite close ad and them and some of the boys become quite close also...and all of us become merrier and closer...
the word closer is for many one but i think not for me and that one...
coz seem like quite long din chat and din talk much no matter when...
and he become very polite to me...that's the things that i cant get used...==
whatever how i putting a joke on him or what...he just smile only...
maybe coz of thr have other ppl in the situation or maybe long time we din gather...>.<
coz seem like we just found our own gangs ,,,and get closer toward it...
anyway...still ok lah...maybe is just about the time we get in the right place or maybe thr will be lot of misunderstanding happen....
but the chemistry quite weird between us...>.<
I am too over sensitive or wrong detect or really like that?
I'm not sure also...LOL
maybe confused by the horoscope...==
hope nth bad will happen lah...we r always friend...^^
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