I am back.

It has been such a long time I didn't update anything at here...
2 month I think...so sorry for abandon this lovely blog for so long time...>.<

It was damn many things happen within this 2 months till I can't really remember what is that.Simply go through it...it's the Chinese New Year,,,then the starting of new semester,outing to Genting and many many more...

For the new semester part...
It is the 3rd semester of my Uni life...the last semester of me in foundation year also...
quite a big different far from the 1s semester until now...A big big changing within me and the peoples around me...
But overall it's been blessing by God that's all positive changes.

Further into the study part...
this semester it extremely lazy...>.<
skip many classes and having fun around and spend so much money...
feel so sorry toward my dad but just keep wasting his money...》。《
Get a not bad result for last semester and this semester gonna be different I think...>.<

Have I mention before I get one gang of really good friends after goes into Uni?
those friends are just so lovely and awesome!
I know my life have been blessing by God for such a long way life...
God always give me great things.
I got nice family who will help and support me all the time and I am truly being thankful that God me me such a good "gang" of friends.
The group of us are more than 10.
All are so thoughtful, caring, nice,kind and treat me so good.
Our friendships are getting closer and closer as time passes .
No matter what I do, or what I say...They never mad on me and treat and believe me all the time...
They care about e more than what I do toward them.
They are just truly simple and pure.
The purest peoples that I ever meet.
I love all of these friends and couldn't live without them.
From the beginning of the Uni  life until now...
I was been taking care by them and they pay so much attention and thoughts on me...

They stick to me all the time...help me to make new friends after my "so-call-best-friend" abandon me and leave me alone in the Uni.
Really really appreciate what they have done for me and it was so grateful.
I say before I will never mad on them and I hope that I can really keep this promise!
I love they all more than the love toward the long knowing friends.
Maybe because of we live together here in a strange place and meet each other everyday and spend the daily time together.
They are just like a family to me. The sweet and touch ever family members.^^

I don't know how and I couldn't tell you how much I love and thanks them by the simply words. The gratitude they give me are just can't describe-able by words.
Love you all and hope that our friendships and love will last long forever till the end of my life.
You all are just so so so much important to me!!!~

I love every outings of us and all the times we spend together.
There are lot of trips that waiting for us. Hope that every trips will be the best one and may God bless us always as we are so lovable...^^

生日快乐！～^^

比较起上个学期结束时的不舍
这学期是在完美中结束的...=)

一考完试就下老港帮朋友庆祝生日
我们那一帮的人全都到齐了～
算是第一次的户外trip?

真的好开心，好开心
也好喜欢这次的旅行
因为这次的生日派对，
让我们一整班人的友情都变得更好了
这是属于大家共同的记忆
也是大家共同的甜蜜时光...^^

谢谢生日的主角啦！～
真的很谢谢
让我们度过了很愉快，很难得，很开心的两天
虽然时间像是过的蛮快的
但至少，回忆是用心来计算的

虽然偶尔带着怀疑，
但至少，这一次，
我相信，我们是一个人都是真心的在交朋友
"True friendship"...我喜欢这两个字...
真的感觉很窝心
当我们这一班朋友在一起时，
不需要烦恼，不需要掩饰，不需要做作
一切都是自然的，诚恳的，真心的
很喜欢你们这一群朋友！～
也真的很感谢上天让我认识到你们
从一开始到现在都对我很好很好
也处处为了我着想的我最爱的朋友！～

不管我们之前有任何的摩擦或者小误会
我都希望这一切都被开心的笑容带过
心对心的沟通是最值得珍惜的！！～

我希望我们一直都是很好很好的朋友
一辈子都不会散掉！
一辈子都在一起，至少心灵上是那样的
很开心认识一群单纯，没心机有很好相处的朋友
跟你们在一起人也觉得轻松多了
简单多了
人不是本来就应该那样吗？
简单，快乐就好...^^

今天还乘着中午的空闲时段去了当神庙
很诚心，很诚恳的的去拜拜
为了我的一家人而祈求平安，快乐，一切的霉运都离我们远去
真的希望一切都会实现
虽然并不是迷信的人，但至少求个心安...

心里一直有着些许恐惧，
怎觉得，我们这一班朋友会有一天变得不熟悉了
真的很害怕那一天的到来...
不只是我，而是其他人也有的感觉...
真的令人害怕
大家都是知己，像是另一个自己这样的人
真的不希望哪天会分开
但事实往往我们也不能控制...

算了吧，别想那么多了
让一切随遇而安
会发生的总会发生的
希望我们的友情能胜过一切
至少我是那么认为的
我很珍惜，非常的珍惜！
我爱你们！真的很爱恨爱你们！
我们要做最好的朋友！！～Muacks!~

realise...

from the day when my new life was coming,,,many things come to my mind...
sudden realise that...still got so many ppl dote on me...
i know i just not good enough for being a daughter or grandchild...
even i think that i'm not important to u-all...
but when the leaving day hve come...
what i can feel is my family really love me and dote me...
even the grandma so worry about me to live alone so far away...
when i've about to start my journey to come cyberjaya for 1st time...
inform and saying goodbye with grandma...
she seem like almost crying...make me feel so much like to cry also and vry sry to her...
start from that day when i was leaving my hometown...
i know that and i feel that there is lots of family member who vry care about me and help me all the times
although i know they were caring all the times but when the times really come into critical...
that kind of feeling really make me feel so much like to cry and so warmth...
at least i know that,,,there is someone who cares about me,dote on me and taking me serious...
there is what i've realise at the 1st...

after start my class of my 1st sem...
knowing some new friends...but all were not really recognise...==
coz mayb because of another friend of me so i recognise them...
if the friend of my didnt at here...maybe we just like the simple classmate...
not talking too much at all..
maybe i just too boring to chat with coz i really dun noe what to chat with ppl tat i not recognise...
but at least now i got new friends....although a few only...
what i've realised from this is that me is totally not important to any friend...
whether i presence or absence...no one will know this...maybe i just leaving without inform any ,they not will realise also...
friend have been place on a high rank in my heart been so long
but now,,,just seem like make me confuse about
are my friends really my friends?
although u-all just take me as transparency...at least i have all support from my family
that is nothing at all...
my family is the best strength for me to live and stay...
thx my family and i love u-all~~~

真的谢谢...

1月11日                       晴


昨天和表弟去听了UNDANG[KPP]了...
五个小时的''课程'',真的是累到不行
幸好不是一个人去,不然一定会被闷死...
真的很谢谢他,为了我提早去听和考Undang...
听见代理说,你的那200块你哥哥和他说了,吃点再给...
心里真的觉得很不好意思...也很尴尬,因为帮不到你...
我知道你原本是要过后才考的,却临时拉你来陪我听
所以钱没准备好,对吧?

虽然很久没见面了,你还是和以前一样
爱搞怪^^因为有你所以一直都在笑,很开心~
还以为这5小时会是漫长且无聊的...
因为你在所以就变轻松多了...
中间休息的时候,你哥还特地打包来给我们吃
真的很感谢你们这两兄弟啦,总是最疼我...

明明就很怕冷,还叫你哥拿外套来...
拿来了却又不穿,反而给我...
我早就习惯了冷气了...家里每天也是冷冷的
手会冰是因为我只要吹冷气就会那样,并不是因为我很冷...
说了又不听,真是的...
结果拖了好一阵子,你突然拿起外套...
还以为你终于肯拿来穿了,结果你却把外套批在我身上...
那一刻真的很感动...也觉得很温暖
虽然只是一个小小的举动,可是却对我有很重要的意义...
而我当然不会就乖乖披上外套让你一个人冷...
最后当然是变成了多馀的外套...哈哈~

谢谢你啦...真的很谢谢...
知道你们一直就很疼我,很关心我...
可是还是很谢谢...可能害你过后一个人考车真的很抱歉
很想和你一起去读书,可是为了不去当兵
我应该会用读书做借口...抱歉
虽然可以和你哥一起去读,不过要看我选择的学校和科系才可能...
你哥已经说了要和我一起去读,
但是和他去读的话,觉得对你很抱歉;
和你去读又对你哥很抱歉...
可能我会自己去读吧,为了不让你们两兄弟有误会...
谢谢啦,很疼我的表哥和表弟...